jealous

I am full of jealousy?
what can i say about that?
maybe it is all about me?
why certain people does no like me?
am I a killer or something?
what should I say more about me?
sometimes I don't feel comfortable with your doing!
so, I think that you hate me a lot!
a lot! that's mean a lot!
what can I say more?
you just the one I want,
but i may know that you were the wrong person that i choose!
why? i feel so damn very useless!
i feel that you are the one who control this world!
and you are the best! but,
I am just a stupid person that can stay in the world that belong to you!
Jealous?
it's that a perfect word that i can describe myself?
a jealous person?
who always jealous about everything?
i prefer that!

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