Happy Birthday Bro!

Assalamualaikum,

Hello Guys!! Miss blogging like a lot.. I never post any for any of my activity around last semester... Well, being very super wonderful busy! This is my final semester!! Yey!! Huh, what a blast! "Blast" word of the day, maybe? Hehehhee..... Okey, where am I? Birthday... 

Last few days, last Friday... okey, When I said 14 February... Pop up on your mind, it is Vday... And it is also my lil bro Haziq birthday :) This year is hes tenth birthday! Huh, getting bigger and bigger~ Huh, time runs too fast.. Here some awesomeness around the party!

Here some wonderful pictures :)

Mama's wonderful delicious chicken!!! AHHH!!!

Love it till you drop!!!

 Cheesecake from the fridge~

A place I call HOME :)

 Untunglah!!

and me and my sisters just love take photos together! Lalalalalala.....

Family Photos from Mama's Instagram :)

Bye, till then guys :)
#Vday

Head and Heart

Assalamualaikum, 

Saya manusia, mempunyai hati dan perasaan...

"I come with the head and the heart, being using it from the start"

Hati ini kental, hati ini jua rapuh.... 

I think I did give, but I don't take at all... 

Memberi itu mudah, menerima? Payah!

Kenapa kata macam tu? Bukan ke orang memberi kita merasa? Orang memberi, "Ambilah! Rezeki..." Kadang-kadang, kenapa tak nak terima sebab.. sudah sempit! Tiada ruang lagi untuk menerima... Cukuplah... 

Menolak itu payah! 

Segan. Malu. Nak jaga hatilah konon! 

Tapi sampai bila??? Penat la... Nak jadi baik.. Cuba jadi jahat seketika.. HOOOIIII!! Orang akan mengata... Banyak mata yang memandang, ke mana pergi, orang akan tetap mengata... Bla bla bla...

Itulah hidup, serba tak kena... 

atau

Aku tak memberi... Angkuh, dengan diri sendiri... 

Tak memberi apa-apa pun, celoteh je banyak...Ya! Aku banyak bercakap. Bercakap perkara yang sia-sia... Yang baiknya disimpan.. Nak simpan kenapa? Kenapa tak cakap je perkara yang baik dari celoteh merepek sana-sini? Hurmmm... 

Biarlah minda membawa diri pergi.......

Imma Copycat!

Meow.... My life always related to cats.. Why? because I loved them a lot... and of course, I'm a cat person. What make me describe my self more... I mean.. In life, nothing is truly you, I mean like.... You're not inventing something new on behaviour... Try to think a second... What's make you different than others is you take different attitude or behaviour, then just combine it, the way you like it and BAMM!! That is you... 

You choose who you wanna be.. What make you choose them? Of course, there are lots of selection and you just PICK... did you? right? YOU JUST PICK! you choose who you wanna be, you choose who you wanna be like... sometimes, the one that you choose is, "not you"... And simple as that (after you realize), you can easily throw it away.. Well, sometimes they just come back... that is all naturally! 

Natural. you don't choose, you don't even know.. you never did realise existing if it, until someone said so...

Natural is you... real you..

You see.. You think... You taste... You want.. You get it..
Take it from others... Well, borrow maybe? Hurm, no.. You copy!
Just copy!

True you is just a copy... Hahaha... There you go... Imma Copycat!
Nothing to be proud about! Please... Can I get away from this, I'm stuck!!

Hate it, who said i love it? Who want to be a copycat? Purr, purr? Meow!
I am no one. Don't care about me! I'm just a copycat!

Take it from others, illegal.. I know, but we are not natural!
You were you, you a copycat!

Saya, kertas dan FINAL!

Assalamualaikum, 

Saya nk FINAL

So, kawan.. DOAKAN YANG TERBAIK YE!

InsyaAllah, I'll do my best to save the semester!!

FIGHT!!!!

BTW, paper final mula tahun depan... Takpe, doakan ye :)

Jatuh. Patah. Retak. HANCUR!

Assalamualaikum,

baik.. baiknya.. BAIK SANGAT!!!!

Sakit terasa bila kita berada dibawah, 

Pernah jatuh? Lalu mencuba berdiri... Andai diri ini gagal??

Sebab diri ini baik, jadi... ditanam penuh dengan kesabaran sambil membayangkan hari cerah mendatang.... 

Harapan musnah, panahan masih terasa!!

Makin mendung hari, hilang sinaran matahari menyinari hari-hari ku,

Cahaya bulan tak lagi menemani, 

AHH!! Bulan pun pergi hilang bersama....

Mencari-cari, kerna rindu untuk bertemu bulan

Berbicara hidupku

Kaca berderai, jatuh ke tanah, 

Tersiat kulit menahan tajaman kaca yang jatuh pecah

ADUHAI! Permata jatuh, bukan sekadar pecah sayang, retak seribu!!

RETAK SERIBU!! 

maka HANCUR...

satu demi satu, dah puas?

The BITTERSWEET in every smiles

Assalamualaikum, 

WOW, its has been a toughest semester I've ever experience.... 

LIKE SERIOUS!

This is mentally, physically, emotionally serious!

So, there are my BITTER SWEET story in every smiles....

What the secret behind that smile?
HAHAHA.. 

This is truly happiness.... at Ikea with family :)

Have a really bad day! 

Got my tears down on that day.. but need to cover up....

The busiest day!

HAHAHA... Its not that every smile of my life is fake! NO! 

My smile comes from deep deep of my lovely hearts... 

So, bla bla bla, don't care what people said.. I know who I am.. 

TAU, semua gambar ku tak comeel!!! HHAHHAHA.... at least I smile :)

When did the last time I wrote something?

Assalamualaikum...

I miss Aidilfitri,

 Birthdays,

 Holidays, 

Aidiladha, 

Family Vacation, 

My Shopping time, 

Dates, 

My 3rd Semester,
Anniversaries,

My subject, 

My life,
My buddies,

My room.

OH, its everything!!!

Its has been a wonderful trip of my life, the ups and down, people come and go, hearts broken and fixed... Huh, I just seem not to fine a right time to confess and share... But, alhamdulillah.. My life is surrounded people that I love :)